Posted in Journal

An Awfully Big Dream (updated 10/9/2021)

According to Google, there are 195 nations in the world. Since making my blog “public” several years ago, it has now reached 145 of them. It fills me with joy to know that it has gone where I have not been able to. Even so, I still have a deep desire to go and teach the Word, love on and pray for people, and see God move in mighty ways. But there has been no green light from my Father when opportunities have arisen these last years.

As we entered the Easter season of 2020, I began a forty-day fast. Then a couple of days in came the pandemic. What a challenge! But God gave me two prayer warriors whose prayers helped carry me through. And then at the end of the fast I heard this from the Lord. “Tarry there until you are endued with power.”  I didn’t understand it. Tarry where? Though I have prayed and pondered and even preached on the Holy Ghost, I still wasn’t exactly sure how it was applicable to me. This morning I wrote these words as I sat in my little prayer closet. I believe as He often does for me that God speaks as I write.

“Old dreams with new anointing by the power of the Holy Ghost will carry you into this next season and usher you through. You will go deep but you will also be required to navigate the currents in the deepest and sometimes loneliest places. You will think you are drowning, but take comfort in My heart and relax as best you can. Though it will be hard, try to stay above water and wait there…until you are endued with power. Then I will come pull you from the riptide. When I do and you are safely back on shore, when you come to, you will see that during the time of struggle this turned into a season of dreams come true…My dreams in you.”

So what are the old dreams? I dream of a life of missions. Is it crazy that in this hour, I just want to GO?!!! I dream of teaching the Word and fulfilling the call to disciple. I dream of praying for others and seeing the miraculous. I dream of igniting others with the desire for prayer and the Word that He placed in me. I dream that God would take my writing (such as it is) and use it somehow. I dream of writing by the inspiration of the Holy Ghost. Missions, the Word, prayer, the miraculous, writing! It seems all over the place, but it is all very precise.

Perhaps in these next years, I will be able to touch the other 58 nations in some way. Wouldn’t it be so amazing, when it is time to go to my heavenly home, to have touched every country in the world and to be greeted in heaven by those same nations? That is my “impossible” awfully big dream!!!!

Father, would You give me the nations? As I pray for them and find out more about them would You show me how to use this tool to reach those across the world? Lord, I know it is an awfully big dream. I fully know it is something only You can do. Is it Your dream, Lord? I ask again today for the nations as my inheritance…according to Your Word….in Jesus’ holy and precious Name!!! Amen!!!

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On the list below are the nations touched by the blog. I always put up their flags and I hope on your device you can see them. Being in possession of a nations flag symbolizes victory. That is why I do it. Plus, I think they are beautiful.

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(Most recently updated on 10/9/2021 with the addition of 4 more countries – Bermuda, Senegal, Cyprus, and Iceland. ALL THE GLORY AND PRAISE to GOD!!!)

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The Reached

A
Albania ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Algeria ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ฟ
American Samoa ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ธ
Angola ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ด
Antigua ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Argentina ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ท
Armenia ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Austria ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡น
Australia ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡บ

B
Bahamas ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ธ
Bahrain ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ญ
Bangladesh ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฉ
Barbados ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ง
Barbuda ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Belgium ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ช
Belize ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฟ
Bermuda ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Bolivia ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ด
Bosnia ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Brazil ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ท
Brunei ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ณ
Bulgaria ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฌ

C
Cambodia ๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ญ
Cameroon ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Canada ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Caribbean Netherlands ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ถ
Chile ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
China ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Colombia ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ด
Costa Rica ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ท
Croatia ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡ท
Curaรงao ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ผ
Cyprus ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡พ
Czech Republic ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฟ

D
Denmark ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Dominican Republic ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ด

E
Ecuador ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡จ
Egypt ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ฌ
El Salvador ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ป
Estonia ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ช
Ethiopia ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡น
European Union ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡บ

F
Fiji ๐Ÿ‡ซ๐Ÿ‡ฏ
Finland ๐Ÿ‡ซ๐Ÿ‡ฎ
France ๐Ÿ‡ซ๐Ÿ‡ท

G
Georgia ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ช
Germany ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ช
Ghana ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ญ
Greece ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ท
Grenada ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ฉ
Guam ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡บ
Guatemala ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡น
Guernsey ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ฌ

H
Haiti ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡น
Herzegovina ๐Ÿ‡ง๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Honduras ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Hong Kong ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Hungary ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡บ

I
Iceland ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ธ
Iraq ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ถ
India ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Indonesia ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ฉ
Ireland ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ช
Isle of Man ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Israel ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Italy ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡น

J
Jamaica ๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Japan ๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ต
Jordan ๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ด

K
Kenya ๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ช
Kuwait ๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ผ

L
Latvia ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ป
Lesotho ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ธ
Lebanon ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ง
Lithuania ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡น
Luxembourg ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡บ

M
Macau SAR China ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Macedonia ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Madagascar ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Malawi ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ผ
Malaysia ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡พ
Malta ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡น
Mauritius ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡บ
Mexico ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฝ
Moldova ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฉ
Mozambique ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฟ
Myanmar (Burma) ๐Ÿ‡ฒ๐Ÿ‡ฒ

N
Namibia ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Nepal ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ต
Netherlands ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
New Zealand ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฟ
Nicaragua ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฎ
Nigeria ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Norway ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ด

O
Oman ๐Ÿ‡ด๐Ÿ‡ฒ

P
Pakistan ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Panama ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Paraguay ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡พ
Papua New Guinea ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Peru ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ช
Philippines ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ญ
Poland ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Portugal ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡น
Puerto Rico ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ท

Q
Qatar ๐Ÿ‡ถ๐Ÿ‡ฆ

R
Romania ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡ด
Russia ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡บ
Reunion ๐Ÿ‡ซ๐Ÿ‡ท
Rwanda ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡ผ

S
Samoa ๐Ÿ‡ผ๐Ÿ‡ธ
Saudi Arabia ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Senegal ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ณ
Serbia ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡ธ
Seychelles ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡จ
Singapore ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Slovakia ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Slovenia ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฎ
Sri Lanka ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ฐ
Solomon Islands ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ง
South Africa ๐Ÿ‡ฟ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
South Korea ๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ท
Spain ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ธ
St. Vincent and Grenadines
Suriname ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ท
Swaziland ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฟ
Sweden ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ช
Switzerland ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ญ

T
Taiwan ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ผ
Tanzania ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ฟ
Thailand ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ญ
Tobago ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡น
Trinidad ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡น
Tunisia ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ณ
Turkey ๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ท

U
Uganda ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฌ
Ukraine ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
United Arab Emirates ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡ช
United Kingdom ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง
United States of America ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ
Uruguay ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡พ

V
Venezuela ๐Ÿ‡ป๐Ÿ‡ช
Vietnam ๐Ÿ‡ป๐Ÿ‡ณ

Y
Yemen ๐Ÿ‡พ๐Ÿ‡ช

Z
Zambia ๐Ÿ‡ฟ๐Ÿ‡ฒ
Zimbabwe ๐Ÿ‡ฟ๐Ÿ‡ผ

Posted in Hiding His Word

What was I, that I Could Withstand God?

What was I, that I Could Withstand God?
And the apostles and brethren that were in Judaea heard that the Gentiles had also received the word of God. And when Peter was come up to Jerusalem, they that were of the circumcision contended with him, saying, Thou wentest in to men uncircumcised, and didst eat with them. But Peter rehearsed the matter from the beginning, and expounded it by order unto them, saying, I was in the city of Joppa praying: and in a trance I saw a vision, A certain vessel descend, as it had been a great sheet, let down from heaven by four corners; and it came even to me: upon the which when I had fastened mine eyes, I considered, and saw fourfooted beasts of the earth, and wild beasts, and creeping things, and fowls of the air. And I heard a voice saying unto me, Arise, Peter; slay and eat. But I said, Not so, Lord: for nothing common or unclean hath at any time entered into my mouth. But the voice answered me again from heaven, What God hath cleansed, that call not thou common. And this was done three times: and all were drawn up again into heaven. And, behold, immediately there were three men already come unto the house where I was, sent from Caesarea unto me. And the Spirit bade me go with them, nothing doubting. Moreover these six brethren accompanied me, and we entered into the manโ€™s house: and he shewed us how he had seen an angel in his house, which stood and said unto him, Send men to Joppa, and call for Simon, whose surname is Peter; who shall tell thee words, whereby thou and all thy house shall be saved. And as I began to speak, the Holy Ghost fell on them, as on us at the beginning. Then remembered I the word of the Lord, how that he said, John indeed baptized with water; but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Ghost. Forasmuch then as God gave them the like gift as he did unto us, who believed on the Lord Jesus Christ; what was I, that I could withstand God? When they heard these things, they held their peace, and glorified God, saying, Then hath God also to the Gentiles granted repentance unto life. โ€“ Acts 11:1-18

One of the phrases that Peter spoke that grabbed my heart today is, โ€œWhat was I, that I could withstand God?โ€ So often God says something to us by His Word, by a Pastor or Prophet, or as a still small voice in the prayer closet. How often is that Word easy to accept at the moment but then we are asked to do something with that Word and we want to resist. This passage said that when the Spirit bade Peter to go – he went, nothing doubting.

Help me Lord today to walk in obedience to ALL that YOU ask me to do – NOTHING DOUBTING. For what am I, that I can withstand God?

How Long Halt Ye Between Two Opinions?
And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the LORD be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word. โ€“
1 Kings 18:21

Thy Name Endureth Forever
Thy name, O LORD, endureth for ever; and thy memorial, O LORD, throughout all generations.
โ€“ Psalm 135:13

Whoso Rewardeth Evil for Good
Whoso rewardeth evil for good, evil shall not depart from his house.-
Proverbs 17:13